Disclaimer: I want to write down my memories of William's birth mainly
for me and my memory; that's the topic of this post. There are so many
options these days with regard to the birth process and even more
opinions on the matter. These are the choices that David and I made,
with the guidance of our OB and our own research. I want to be straight
forward and note that these are not the choices for everyone so please
don't think I'm pushing these choices, nor am I interested if you don't
agree with our choices. Thanks!
On Monday, June 25th, David's parents arrived in town and we went out to dinner. Prior to that, David and I were supposed to meet our pediatrician, or so I thought! I apparently mixed up the dates and we never got to meet Dr. T prior to William's birth. But that's ok, she came with glowing recommendations: thanks Kate and Stacy! We had lunch at one of my favorite spots: Cafe Brazil! Where I ate my "last meal" of sorts: a BLT, fries, and fruit. And it was William's last meal attached to his mommy!
At 3:30 we went to the OB's office where they checked my BP (it was a little elevated- I was getting nervous!) and to see if I was dilated. I was at an inch and with my BP, they told us to head on over to the hospital! David and I stopped at home one last time to pick up some forgotten items and then we headed to the hospital to start the process of meeting our baby boy.

A little after 5:30 we checked into our room, Labor and Delivery #6 (I'm impressed I remember that!) and the first of many wonderful nurses checked me in, asked me a million questions, had me sign a bunch of forms, and we as had me change into the wonderful hospital gown I got to wear for a good 24 hours. For the record, the last time I spent the night in a hospital was the day I was born. I had some stitches in my chin when I was five but with the exception of that minor incident, my only hospital experiences have been as a visitor. So when my IV was being put in and the pressure caused a cap to pop off onto the floor, my nurse called to ask another nurse to help. I had been very focused on
not watching, but I looked over to see what was going on and saw some of my blood coming out of the IV. I hate blood, especially seeing my own, and this caused me to become light headed. David said I looked like I wanted to jump out of the hospital bed, and I sure did! I kept thinking:
Nevermind, I don't want to do this! I'm going to go back home! But after turning on my left side the feeling passed and I got my IV and settled down into the rest of the beginnings of the process. Two monitors were strapped onto my belly: one to monitor contractions and one to monitor William's heart rate. My sweet mom also came up to visit. I had told her not to worry about visiting (I had also told David to go home and sleep in a bed and not at the hospital) but I was soooo glad to see my mom and have David spend the night! I was pretty nervous about the whole process.
Next, Cervidil was given, which is to help soften the cervix and help induce labor. It looked like a little piece of paper with a string attached and was placed right up next to my cervix and had to stay there for twelve hours. It made me feel crampy, but it could also cause me to go into labor, so that's why I got to stay at the hospital the night before my true induction started. While the Crevidil didn't bother me beyond making me feel a bit crampy, William's heart rate monitor did! Although my sweet night nurse turned down the beeping, while I tried to sleep, if I moved or William moved and she couldn't see his heart rate she had to come and adjust it. Sooo annoying! I didn't get a good night's sleep at all that night!
The next morning, bright and early at 6:30am, the Cervidil was removed. We found out that my cervix had only dilated another half inch, which made me really nervous that the induction wasn't going to work. I knew that with my water broken, the timer had started and if he wasn't here within 24 hours, I would have to have a C section. And I did NOT want to have a C section if didn't have to have one. I didn't want one because I didn't want to have a surgery and go through the recovery process unless it was absolutely necessary. Next, Dr. S came in to break my water. She used this tool that looked like a long knitting needle, and my water breaking was such a weird feeling! I felt like I had the fullest bladder ever and I just wet myself! And every time I moved water continued to come out. But it really didn't hurt at all, it just felt weird. And wet.
We had to wait an hour between the Cervidil and the Pitocin, so between the two my parents came up to visit. I think at some point I had a Popsicle too. I was allowed to eat ice chips and Popsicles that day. And David found the "nourishment room" and was in heaven with an endless supply of snacks and drinks. :)
Around 8am we got a new nurse and they started my Pitocin, which would make my contractions start. Every 15 minutes they would increase the dose of Pitocin which would make my contractions stronger. I'd heard mixed things about "Pit" and was sort of apprehensive about it, but honestly it wasn't bad at all. The anesthesiologist also came in that morning to introduce herself and told me that "whenever I was tired of being uncomfortable, to let her know." She was really sweet and friendly! So I relaxed in my bed (which, by the way, apparently I am taller than the average pregnant woman because my feet hung off the bed the whole time!) and I must say that L&D bed is sooo uncomfortable. It was like sitting on a rock!
Nurse G would come in periodically to increase the Pit, and eventually I became uncomfortable to the point where I asked for some IV pain meds. Those sure knocked me out! I had a good nap, with visitors sprinkled in between. David's parents, my parents, my brother Michael, and our good friend Chase all were waiting to meet William and came in to visit from time to time. At some point I developed a fever (I didn't even notice!) which is apparently really common and they gave me some antibiotics in my IV. I think I would have been more concerned if I wasn't already in the hospital, hooked up to all sorts of monitors, in the care of some wonderful nurses and doctors, and fairly loopy from the IV meds! Eventually the IV meds started to wear off, and I started to get uncomfortable. Nurse G gave me the second half and let me know that there were a lot of scheduled C section that day, so stay on top of my pain and anticipate a potential hour wait for my epidural. The second round of IV meds didn't help too much, so we decided to go ahead and ask for the epidural, expecting it to take awhile.
Well, that hour was really just about fifteen minutes, and soon I was sitting up on the side of the bed with a pillow in my lap, leaning over and preparing to get my epidural. The actual process of pushing, being afraid of not being able to stand the pain of contractions, and the epidural were the three big things I was concerned about as I became anxious about W's birth. The epidural felt so weird when it went into my back! It was like an electric current running up and down my spine, which is what it's supposed to feel like, I guess. It went in really quickly and almost immediately I could feel it working as my lower half started to sort of fade away. I started to feel sleepy, which apparently meant that my BP dropped after the epidural was administered. I didn't really know what was going on, but they gave me an epinephrine shot in my IV and that helped a lot. At this point they also put in a catheter and a heart rate probe for William and an internal contraction monitor for me. I must say how excited I was to get to monitoring belts OFF!
With the epidural in place, the nurses would come in from time to time to turn me from side to side to make sure the meds got distributed equally. With the exception of that, I pretty much slept for the following five hours waking up from time to time to talk to family as they came in to visit. I was pretty out of it, but it was interesting to watch the monitor as my contractions got bigger and more intense but really not feel much!
Eventually they checked my cervix again and I was dilated to 5 or 6, not nearly what they wanted. I started to get worried that the Pit wasn't doing what it was supposed to do and I would potentially have to get a C section. Nurse G also told us that my contractions weren't as regular as she would like to see and she was concerned why they weren't becoming more regular. She felt the top of William's head and said that he had some hair! But would most likely have a cone head for a little while and she was concerned that he seemed to be a little off center, he wasn't quite nose down like he was supposed to be.
As the day progressed, I became uncomfortable again but luckily the next time Nurse G checked me I had progressed to an 8 1/2! That made me really happy because it seemed like we wouldn't have to face a C section after all. This was about 6, and they decided to have me "labor down" by lessening the amount of Pit given and letting me rest a bit, hopefully then I would dilate and be ready to push!
Here I am, totally passed out. Apparently I was twitching and Michael and David were entertained by it!
As nice as the laboring down process sounded, it did the job of getting ready for William's arrival because I became more and more uncomfortable. At one point I got really cold, started shivering, and became nauseous. I told the nurses and they gave me some IV meds for the nausea, but at that point I had moved from being nauseous and knew I was going to vomit. And that's what I did! Orange Popsicle all over the floor! As fun as that was, the nurses were excited because they said that meant it was about time to go! They checked my cervix again and I was fully dilated and effaced and ready to go!